Forever Young

I decide to take a different approach. I shake my head. "No, I don't think they felt anything, I made sure to make it quick." I say

"Okay" I pull a bottle of different chemicals out. "You say you made it quick? Do you know what this is?" I hold up the bottle and shake it a bit.

"No, but I bet it'll kill me quickly." I say

"No it stimulates the fear centers of your brain. Takes a little to kick in." I break the bottle at her feet. "It gives demons the same feeling that they give humans when they feed." I pause and load venom tipped darts in my gun. " just add pain" I shoot shade in the neck twice about where a vampire bite would be.

"I'm not a demon!" I shout.

"Yes you are.. " I break another bottle and shoot her again. "How many did you kill?"

"Yes you are.. " I break another bottle and shoot her again. "How many did you kill?"

I turn away.. "And so am I.." I touch one of my crosses with my bare hand burning my skin.

"Twenty seven tonight?" I say slightly unsure.

"Should we make it 30?" I point my gun at her. " how is the fear?" I break another bottle and shoot her More.

I can't take it anymore. I break down in tears. "Do it." I say. The last time I tried to kill myself people got in the way. This time it won't be me who does the deed. And no one will get in the way

I holster my gun and pull up a chair and give her a tissue. "Now.. You answered my first question... do you want to know something?"

I swat the tissue away and glare at him, "What?"

. " evil may have created me.. But it doesn't own me.." I offer more tissues and some stag blood. "You know.. I tried too.." I pull my shirt down revealing burn scars.. "Tried to burn myself in a church." I drink some blood from a special looking bottle. "Preist saved me"

I snort. "I opened up a window and let the sun burn my flesh, and when a friend saved me from that i poured holy water on myself and tried to stake myself, nothing worked though."

I chuckle quietly. "How old are you girl?"

"Eighteen."

"No how long have you been immortal? not how old your body is"

"Eighteen. My parents turned me when I was born."

" you really are young then. There is more to the curse of the vampire than you know." I toss blankets into shades cell "do you want to know?"

"Yes." I say and situate the blankets comfortably around me

"It's a curse.. You can't escape it. Nature finds a way to keep you cursed. We are not like the other draygons.. We have to be killed by someone other than ourselves. Of course it's not impossible but it sure is hard" I offer some more blood. "Do you like food?"

"It doesn't 'fill me up' but I do like the taste." I say

I leave for a split second almost unseen I come back with a phone. "Pizza is on its way to a halfway point." I look her in the eyes and smile. "So.. Why did you do it? Why did you try to end it?"

"It's stupid and childish." I say and look away